Tuesday, January 5, 2010
How I am feeling: I am feeling pretty awful at this exact second actually. Perhaps I should have picked a different time to write this post? I'm just really tired and in lots of pain today. The pressure from all this weight is causing my bladder to spasm. And being that I have interstitial cystitis already, this causes some pretty intense pain. Imagine feeling like your bladder is so full that it is about to burst ALL. DAY. LONG. That is what I normally feel, but with baby A's head right there, it causes this pain to become so much worse. In other news, I am just not sleeping well. It is so hard to get comfortable. I wake up every 30-45 minutes or so. This is perhaps the hardest thing that I have ever done in my life! Wow, this post is full of complaining! Maybe I will try to post some more positive things later.