Thank you so much for all the love and support.
I'm still not really ready to talk about it yet. And I am not sure that I can put it into words. Every time I sit down to write about it, I break out into a cold sweat and start shaking. I am not sure that I will ever be able to describe what happened to me. Suffice it to say that it was a horrific and extremely painful day and I will never, ever set foot in a hospital again. Ever. If I am at a hospital, I better be dead or on my way to dying.
So I am really trying to move on from this. I won't really be talking about it to anyone yet. I could barely get the story out to Brandon in between my sobs.
Today is my last day of Clomid. Ever. We have decided that we are done with that drug. I start OPKs tomorrow and I am just waiting to see a positive.